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While In Pursuit...

By: Angela Mayah Solstice

I go over my life goals quite frequently. Depending on my mental state, meditating upon them can bring about a plethora of feelings. My newly created goals were set almost a year ago. I didn’t quite lose the 20 pounds I dated as accomplishing within the first six months. Actually, I gained. I saw how other goals were in the works and how some didn’t quite connect with me (funny thing is the goals I felt less connected to were goals about my self-care i.e. hair and skin—imagine that! Keeping up with my hair and being attentive to my skin). The main thing I did recognize when looking over my goals was that they hadn’t lost their magic. My goals still sing a song straight to my soul. They uplift me and motivate me. They are ever present and never changing. I trust them. I trust they are guiding me and holding me steady. They make me feel safe. They make me feel like I have a purpose in life. They allow me to live and to grow, then come on back home to them again. They allow me to laugh at myself—which is the total opposite of how I am when in active pursuit—which is, I'm hard on myself. I look over my goals sometimes and say to myself, “No wonder it, he, or she didn’t feel right! They were not part of this plan! Ha! Or I say, “Oh, I know why I didn’t lose the weight off the rip, I was supposed to have learned how to love my body regardless of its size or shape. Again, imagine that your life purpose standing strong waiting on YOU. Allowing free will, but never letting you get too far away. Allowing you to get the oh so important Healing and Lessons that you NEED. Your Destiny awaits you my friend, more than you’ll ever know. State your Purpose. Set your Goals. You WILL get there, but allow yourself some Grace in the meantime. Allow yourself to grow into your dreams. Allow yourself to be accepting of Who you are and Where you are in life. Allow yourself to be YOU. Knowing that you are right where you need to be today!

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My Poetry

Limitless

How do I live with no limits?
How do I Accept what's already given, living inside of me everyday
Naturally a part of me in every way...
How do I live with no limits?
No gimmicks
No watered down version of me
No apologies for every little thing
Like I'm so sorry for just the human I'm being...
Like I'm afraid to see the woman in me God is revealing
Like my flaws are not in all the woman who I'm seeing
Potentially freeing themselves because in me they see who they'd may be
If they were living a life without limits...
The benefits of that?
Can you imagine this?
Women around the world walking into their purpose...
Living their dreams...
Undoings of generational unworthiness
Due to maternal narcissists or paternal absentness...
Meaning children are paid attention to in all respects...
Given a platform to live with no regrets...
All because we chose to live
Limitless...

~Angela Mayah Solstice

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What No Longer Serves You?

By: Angela Mayah Solstice

I recently attended an open mic poetry event. It was exciting to me for two reasons. One, I REALLY had been anticipating getting out of the house to have some much needed girl time. Two, I am ready to begin writing and performing my poetry again and anxious to be in the environment. The evening started off well, the event was well produced, theatrical, and featured some great talent. Yet soon enough I kept distracting myself by observing the young couple sitting in front of me. They couldn’t keep their hands off each other, kissing, hugging, and arms wrapped around each other the whole time. All of it was triggering and slightly irritating! Judgment after judgment rolled through my head. Thoughts of, “they’re just totally sexual, no love,” “ he just brought her to this so he could get some sex from her afterwards,” “he’s not even into her he just wants to get into her pants,” I was very much on a roll! Thank goodness I could peel my eyes away and enjoy the rest of the evening. I wasn’t able to stay until the end of the event but enjoyed myself nevertheless.

Fast -forward a couple of weeks later and as I was clicking through photos and video from the event, a video titled “unexpected proposal” caught my attention. A poet and a young man approached the mic and the woman recited a poem speaking of everlasting love. At the conclusion of the poem the young man walked over to another young woman in the audience and bowed on one knee and began a real live marriage proposal. I instantly recognized the young man and woman as the couple sitting in front me that night. As I sat there shocked face staring at my computer God began his gentle teachings to me in my spirit. I knew more than ever, it was time to let go of making harsh judgments of others once and for all. If there is one thing I know about change is that it does not happen overnight. It takes being “conscious” and “aware” of that thing you want to change. You then apply new behaviors and eventually a transformation takes place. Here’s to continually releasing behaviors that no longer serve us! Happy New Year! Until then, it is all one day at a time. Xo

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Prayer

For those who bear tonight the unbearable burden
of unimaginable grief, who in their agony yell at the forces of fate...
For those who moan and those who faint, 
for those who rage and those who pray,
we moan and pray along with them.
For tonight, those were our children too.
Dear God, May a legion of angels come upon the parents
and bring to them an otherworldly touch,
an otherworldly comfort
and otherworldly sense that their children are well,
that they are safe with God,
and shall be with them always.
Give to those who grieve what no mortal force can give...
the touch of Your Hand upon their heart.
May all who are touched by this darkness be Lit by Your grace.
Please wipe away all tears, dear God.
as only You can do.

Amen

Via Marianne Williamson

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